I see her tonight
Again, looking so fine
And God, I know its not polite
But I cant help but stare
Wishing shed be mine
Its hopeless beyond repair
This thudding heart
Its damaged, full of bruises
Its ripping me apart
All these excuses
I see her tonight
Again, looking at me
And God, I know its not polite
But she kills me
I see those hypnotizing eyes
Slaying with glee
That smile, that sly glance
That knowing look, those lips
Begging me for another chance
Oh, her maddening hips
I see her tonight
Again, biting her lip
And God, I know its not polite
But I need a grip
Her feveri
Watch as the grey clouds loom overhead
All over the dark sky they are spread
Their gibbous folds threatening to break
This is when the Heavens awake
Watch as the lightning rips the sky
Its blue-white light, the gods spy
It branches across the smothering pitch
As if a Lord flipped a celestial switch
Listen to the thunders deafening boom
Its vehemence can send you to your tomb
A play or recitation is being praised
Divinely loud claps as all hell is raised
Listen as the hard rain hits the ground
Against windows and roofs, I hear it pound
Holy Beings, on their light cushy seats
Send the clouds smashing onto the streets
The spider, in his careful steps
Treads over the girls skin
Each leg prickling her death-pale body
As slowly, the poison sinks in
It is the darkest of places
In the blackest of the night
It is the heavy chill upon her
That tells her not to fight
Her mind is slowly fading
Her body is becoming numb
As the spider weaves his web around
And compels her to succumb
Such a beautiful sight, girl and spider
As he wraps her in his web
Shes entranced by fear, by desire
As her senses gradually ebb
But this spiders not merely looking for food
Oh, Lord, no
This spider is mesmerized by the girl
The reason his movements ar
Dear Diary,
Today I killed another.
I didnt mean to, really
But this time it was brother.
He was just so annoying
And I lost control.
I ate his bloody popcorn
From the popcorn bowl.
It tasted good.
Dear Diary,
I couldnt stop myself.
I killed Daddy
His blood spattered the bookshelf.
He was in the office
Talking on the phone
I learned the truth about him
And his secretary Ms. Simone.
Then I ran to Mommy.
Dear Diary,
Now Im really sad.
Sparky is gone
He was the only friend I had.
He came to me, barking
I kicked him once or twice
Then I took out a lighter
His burning fur looked nice.
But he yelped and I
Heartbreak in Stereo:Envy pt 1 by borrowed-veins, literature
Literature
Heartbreak in Stereo:Envy pt 1
Boring days and lonely nights
Deserted streets and city lights
Lustful kisses in the rain
Self-inflicted physical pain
Warm hugs and red love-notes
Against stinging silver antidotes
Longing glances and steely glares
Ribbons, chocolates, and teddy bears
Bloody wrists and razorblades
Skipping school and dropping grades
Take everything and paint it black
Jutting ribcage and spiny back
Gazing up into the starry sky
Only he can make her cry
Empty tubes of body glitter
Gossiping idiots leave her bitter
Whispering sweet nothings in her ear
Now a ghost of his voice leaves her in fear
Drowning in misery and haunted inside
Her mind i
Every day she sees you in the halls
Every day you watch as she falls
Murky green eyes so distant and cold
Shattered, she watched her life unfold
Yearning for his warm touch
Afraid of giving away too much
Glaring at this new, plastic girl
Dull and scratched, a rejected pearl
Shaking fingers holding a cigarette
You know you owe her a great debt
Slitting her wrists in the bathroom
Writing dark poetry in the gloom
Blasting earphones drown everything out
Listening to her idol sing and shout
Sticking her fingers down her throat
As people admire the emotions she wrote
Thinking of your love is all she can do
Waiting forever for a sig
There is a tree in the middle of Hell
Upon that tree my bruised body fell
I tumbled through the needle-sharp branches
To every comfort I say farewell
Every branch rakes my skin
A fire eats at me from within
I know this tree will be my torture
Because every branch is grown from a sin
When I was young I planted the seed
Every new crime provided the feed
As I took care of my trees every need
It grew and grew like a greedy weed
I see branches grown from lust
Some branches arose from acts unjust
The stronger ones from sins plain evil
Determined to crush me to dust
Curse this gluttonous, ungrateful tree!
If not for me, it wou
[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election. (p.s. dont wanna)
[ ] You can cook for yourself.
[x] You think politics are interesting.
Total: 5
[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least
Stolen from Breanna
001. Real Name → Saba
002. Nickname(s) → Jaggy, Bob, etc
004. Male or Female → Female
005. Elementary → what about it. I was a lil genius
006. Middle school → kinda sucked
007. High School → sucked even more
008. Hair Color → blackish brownish with all weird colours of highlights
009. Long Or Short → short
010. Loud Or Quiet → I'm generally quiet but can get loud if need be
011. Sweats Or Jeans → sweats
012. Phone Or Camera → phone
013. Health Freak → nah
014. Drink Or Smoke? → Both occasionally
015. Do You Have A Crush On Someone
Snake
[ ] Physically, you are very flexible.
[x] You like to have power or take control in most situations.
[ ] You are a smooth talker.
[ ] You lie a lot.
[x] You can stretch your mouth very wide.
[ ] You intimidate most people.
[ ] Most people don't like you.
[ ] Your favorite color is green.
[x] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] You have more enemies than friends.
[x] You are cunning.
[x] You like to be alone.
Total= 5
Bird
[x] You like to feel as free as possible.
[ ] Most people really like you.
[ ] You are talkative.
[ ] You feed the ducks when you go to the park.
[x] You have been on an airplane before.
[x] You